My future come to what?

This past week has been pretty, oh whats the word I'm looking for? Goal oriented! Not only have I been thinking of my career path, my boyfriend and my future together, and of course MONEY MONEY MONEY! My boyfriend and I share everything, including our life goals and ambitions. We both share same interests in very different ways. He loves his "guy stuff". I, of course love my "girly things". So coming up with a way to have our life as we want it can be challenging, but what relationship wouldn't be?

As for myself, I want to become a teacher. Elementary School, grade yet to be decided. That's why I am thinking about substituting first, while I'm in school for it. Learn about the students development stages, Social Skills, and of course RESPECT! But I at least have my goal figured out... become a teacher, teach little children, and possibly moving up to teaching Elementary Deaf Students. [sign language is a HUGE part of my life as for my boyfriends parents are both deaf!] I want children of course, I want a house I can be sure is my own [with him of course!] I want, I want, I want... That's the easy part, you know laying it out there. The hard part is completing it and showing everyone you can do it.

His goals are pretty much the same, doing well in the career path he chooses. Think about life long employment and knowing the knowledge of that career. That means, not switching jobs, having that job security that we both want him to have. But also, loving his job, knowing he is the best he can be, ect. He wants children, more than I want too. He wants a house, he was a family, a life long career of this life. I hope everything plans out right and we get what we are going after. He mentioned something to me last night. Stating he was thinking about the military because at least he would know our lives are in a secure place. [which i want that, but military? I'm not ready for that!] We'll see, I want him to look at everything, study it all, and make up his mind on what he wants in life [career wise]!

As for all of that no matter what I want to marry this man. I will marry this man! I can't wait for that day either. Hopefully soon and hopefully it's when we're both ready for it to happen.

This, That, and The Other...

Welcome, or shall you welcome me? I'm 100% new to this "blogging" thing. I might add that i'm pretty excited about it though. Let's start off explaining who I am and what I'm about! I'm Mberry90, a woman who lives in Florida and basically has her entire life. I'm not yet a mother, a wife, or a occupational careerist! Shameful for me to say, on my behalf of course. But I want to be, I want to be ALL of that. I will... eventually! I do have a good, strong, secure relationship. I love this man more than anyone. Love is a strong thing, and I can't wait for the next step in our relationship! My mother is basically my family. I have a close connection with her and my one sister and basically one of my brothers. My mother is basically my everything, and then some.
As for my father, we don't talk... well we used to until 3 years ago he decided when I moved out of his house to live with my mother he wouldn't talk to me anymore! CRAZY, but that is his deal.
I have high expectations and I really want to shine and prove myself to the world. I want to become a teacher, im sure I'll be discussing later. I pretty set on having ONE child... but looks of that is TWO! We'll see, it's still early! I have high anxiety problems, I'm pretty sure its the way I was raised, but there is not telling for sure! Basically that's about it. That was my "Intro" for you to understand a little about me before I start my venting on all of you :)

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